IT'S BILA HERE :)

Hai! Aku mau cerita lagi nih hihi! Jadi udah seminggu deh ya aku kos lagi. Without any reasons cuma pengen lebih mandiri aja hihi. Samaa pastinya biar refreshing juga ditengah gempuran semester 5 inih.  Semasa disini hampir kek bergantung di diri sendiri banget. Mulai dari makan, masak, cuci baju cuci piring, bebersih kamar, beli bahan makanan yg abis, bahkan sampe pergi ke pasar sekalipun! But i lov myself with my own process banget sih. Jadi ya aku nikmatin aja apa adanya. Oh iya satu lagi nih ternyata bangun good habit dan good managing finance itu gak se-mudah- itu ya! Wkwk!

 miss u. with all of ur lil things.

i feel unsafe i dont feel safe n warm in m own home at all. those words. always makes this weak soul hurt more and more.  sad more and more. they do not know. but they're always, said those negative words bout me. idk why i'm ? dis fucking homie n neighbourhood. how hate i'm i do not know why :( no one could understand. no one could hug me tight. even it's m parents too. no one. i cried by m own. i sit by mself with m own. better when i'm alone but i feel safe. without any ovthnkness. without any fear. without any tears. i scared got depression. but really, no one. no one 4 me to share, to understand me, to hug me tight :'