AUGUST 22.36

 Random thoughts.

Ya. Idk what i looking for. Idk what i wanna be.

Entah ini pemikiran saja atau tidak. Tapi beberapa belakangan ini dan sejak mulai open minded terhadap lingkungan dan diri sendiri, selalu jadi lebih pemikir terhadap ssesuatu. And tonight i do. Kayak jujur i made some efforts to spend all ma best time. but it feels like.. where is the result or what kind of process that i did? Idk.

Karna kayak gimana ya masih semacam ada mindset yauda let it flow aja, important it's a good things for me gitu. Tapi semakin kesini akhirnya mikir wah ini salah, harusnya sesuai alur. Really i often doubt and confuse w/ my mind apakah yang kulakukan ini sudah yang terbaik? 

And sometime i ask to my friend and they said .. if u feel it's a positive things for u, just do it. u dont have tobe confuse or u waste yr time, just do what u wanna do if it's positive for u. karna semua juga pasti ada pelajaran baiknya dan engga ada ruginya.

I did it throught several days weeks and months. But nowadays i think what kind of process is it? mengapa kayak gaada right track dan fix goals gitu? 

Hmm i have to looking for the answer as soon as possible or i never reach what i want to be (: